Dr. Ama (download)
- Dutchmassive ft. J.J. Brown
I just turned 30 on May 23rd (Gemini Represent, Represent, sent) but I created this song @t the at of 17. I was working @t SUBWAY (The Sangwich Shop haha) and my mother Called saying my brother was in the Hospital for slitting his wrist with A huge Kitchen Knife………. I Didn’t know how to handle because my brother is the most precious thing on the earth to me. It absolutely broke my heart to know that my younger brother was going thru that much pain that he would inflict harm to himself. We had A very rough time when my father bounced back to NY and left my mother….well she went in a vicious downward spiral…. If you watch 8Mile and Drumline and change it from trailers to Apartment Complex’s you might understand my teenage years a bit…………. Long Story short, I Closed down the store and wrote Dr. Ama, I Wrote it to A Different beat (produced by MR. RICTOR aka Chris Craft) but ended up releasing The Version produced by and Featuring J.J. Brown.
This song is almost 13 years old now and was the reason I met:
“Ms. Unobtainable“ - Downloadlink . On her myspace she requested me but it wasn’t until she updated her status as A quote from Dr.Ama “Stressed to the poin’t of no Return / Bottle’s almost Empty, but the Blunt this Burns” I peeped her Profile, Reached out to her, everything on her page what little info you can gather from a online profile added up to perfection in my eyes, plus when MY EYES saw the women whom quoted me, it was A WRAP! Everyone has A Dream guy or Dream Girl…. She Literally knocked the wind out of my lungs, so I told her the truth about how she made me feel, we exchanged numbers, talked for months, I flew her out to Tampa, and that when my heart was no longer mine………… Long story short. This song now hold layers of meaning…… I really do give you guys (fans, listeners, people who just stumbled accross me) 101% of the Real. I don’t try to act mysterious and untouchable like other Rappers, I am A Fan !st, annd I willl always keep it 100 with you.
SIN-Cerely, Dutch [LIKE]